Posts Tagged ‘early rec’

ARGH!!!!

I really want to jump start this blog. I am going to really try to keep it up and see how it goes.

The past 92 days have been…. wonderful, hard, painful, easy, loving, mean… I guess they have just been life. When you live in extremes for a long time, the normal seems sickly. The fact is, sometimes, nothing happens. I think I am uncomfortable because nothing is happening. Nothing dramatic, that is, cause if I really think about it, things happen everyday.

Fuck.

I want to be ok with this. I really want to be ok with just being. Please Universe, help me be ok with just being me.